"I can't explain
Can't move my lips
Am I breathing?
Heart in my throat
Can't feel my pulse
Am I breathing?
Can't feel my heart next to yours
Scream if you want
Rage if you need / There are no more tears to cry / What is your name? / Stay with me please / It's lonely talking to these stones / I can't explain / the life lost here / I hear the young ones calling / Where are you child? I can't reach you / What use am I if I can't find you? / Nothing moves in the ashes / Where is life under these stones? / Someone tell me where to begin / lifting these stones. / Scream if you want / rage if you need / There are no more tears to cry / What is your name? / Stay with me please / It's lonely talking to these stones"


My dear friend Kristi Holler wrote and sings this song.  It just haunts me.  I love her music so much, I love her so much, she was so kind to me when no one else knew I existed.  Thank you for showing me AGAPE' (love) Kristi.  I will forever be thankful for the kindness and compassion you showed me when I was a wayward kid that just didn't understand!  God bless you!

The Timing of Our God

About two weeks ago I came down with a lung infection so bad it turned into pneumonia, due to this I had nothing to do for the last week and a half except sit around and read.  So I decided to read through the Bible again. I started in Genesis and began reading.  I read through it and then right into Exodus, Levitcus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Joshua, Judges, Ruth, 1st and 2nd Samuel, 1st and 2nd Kings, 1st and 2nd Chronicles, Ezra, Nehemiah, and then Esther.  Here is where God's timing just blew me away. Yesterday I sent out an invitation to several of my friends to come to my annual "Purim Party" on Friday night this week.  I know it might not seem like much but to run into the book of Esther the next morning just really made me smile. (That's where the story of Purim takes place).  Sometimes people will say that others just see what they want to see.  Well, they might be right.  I WANT to see the Lord in everything.  God, you are SO good, SO amazing, SO wonderful!!!